In my teens I didn't like to follow the crowd (OK so theres not much change there). In today's language I would probably be called Emo, with purple jeans and long outrageously patterned skirts. Thank goodness I can't find any photos!
In my twenties I went from graduate to worker to wife and mother, a lot of change in just a few short years, and it was certainly a lot to go through!
In my thirties I was still primarily a mother, but one who was studying part time for the degree I'd always wanted in Earth Sciences. I was so tired and constantly busy.
In my forties I now work full time in the school term, I am still a mum but whilst it is still intense, it is not so all consuming. I now make time for me (even though life still feels too busy most of the time) to read each day, and for a variety of hobbies. I have more interests and, frankly, more friends who know me well (and still like me!).
So do I feel older? Biologically and physically yes; but emotionally no. Definitely not. I'm happier and more settled than at any other time in my life. I'm busy and still tired a lot, but I'm in control and I like that. I do what I want and just enjoy life more. I have more fun than ever before and don't think I'm ready to properly grow up yet!
Until next time
Gillian
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